So as of late (For probably a couple of months, more prominently now) I have been extremely stressed and honestly a bit depressed. It's taken me a minute to be able to fully accept this because I've been busy with work and school and so I just kept ignoring it until lately I've just kind of crashed and burned and I got to a point where I felt so hopeless and it seemed like I might never be able to escape the rut I was in.
After a lot of thought and contemplation, I've realized that I don't really know how to deal with stress and my emotions in general (They're always rampant really) and I've finally taken some time to myself to learn my habits and why I do some of the things I do and how they were affecting me. After doing so, I've learned a lot about myself and I've learned somethings that I really want to change so that I can become a better person.
With that all being said, I just wanted to update you guys on why I haven't been as active as I could be lately, what's been going on and what not. I will definitely be a bit more busy as of late in the process of wanting to change my life for the better, but I will definitely be putting in more effort into posting in a timely manner.
Love you all from the bottom of my weeabo heart~
_________________All I believe, is it a dream
That comes crashing down on me?
All I own,
Is it just smoke and mirrors?